journey to forevermore

a very depressing day...

2005-06-30T22:26:00.000-07:00

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises.Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous.Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .... this was taken from the blogspot of a w@wie ( Cathy ni Randy ) which struck me right after i read it... To start it all off, I'm in a very depressing mood right now after being rejected by two companies i applied from. I have not been able to work for quite sometime already ( since the time i graduated....which was 5yrs ago ) and it was really quite hard for me to accept rejection. It's not that i really needed the job but i just thought of doing something that would boost my confidence in case i will be admitted and at the same time do something with my life. ( since i have been too pre-occupied doing a lot of things for others to the point of neglecting myself ) I wanted to have something that would keep my mind off my waiting for my papers from Italy or even from the wedding preps itself... I wanted to do something that i would enjoy doing and even take a time off just for myself...away from all the responsibilities of being a "manager" of the house and even away from being idle just browsing at my computer all the time... I was too depressed that i even cried not because of the fact that i want the job but merely because of the fact that i got rejected and may not be good enough for anything already... I lost a bit of my confidence out there but then i started to think that maybe God has a better plan for me... Then that's enough to keep me back from smiling and believing in myself and of course.... God.

busy days...

2005-05-15T04:07:00.000-07:00

Finally.... I was able to update my blog....Been quite busy lately coz of a lot of things. Pero yesterday,h2b and I went to Robinson's Galle then ended our day with a relaxing massage....ang sarap!!! What a day! Tapos this morning i busied myself again with my choco coated pulvorons which we have to send my MIL in Italy. They went ga-ga over my product that her friends daw are wondering if we could find a way daw to export my product...hehehe. It was really such hard work! Lalo na it's very very hot these days. Grabe!!! I'm finding it hard to coat the pulvorons as it softens agad coz of the climate. Pero sabi nga pag me tyaga may nilaga! My MIL will be selling my products naman daw.And she's paying me 300pesos for a box of 24. And she ordered 10boxes.Haha. Ang saya!3thou agad yun! Now i can buy more swarovs! Hehe.been addicted to trying to make some bracelets lately. Ang sakit pala sa kamay nun! Pero enjoy when u see the finished pruducts! So many things to do,so little time....till my next post!

Happy day!

2005-04-20T07:48:00.001-07:00

Yeey! I don't know if i should be rejoicing or not...My mahal kasi was supposed to be leaving tom for a probable work in Japan. They are supposed to go there for a one-week trial work for the distributor of TFC alike pero for GMA naman sya. Kaya lang di natuloy. Baka sa June pa daw.But they were given their visas already. Medyo sad na medyo happy kami. Sad coz it may be a start of something bigger for h2b (at syempre pati na rin sa akin...coz we'll soon be spending our lives together) pero medyo nauudlot. Pero he's taking it in a positive way naman. Sabi nya if it's really meant to be,mapupunta sa kanya yung project. If not daw,maybe God has better plans for him.(O,di ba very positive si h2b...) Happy coz at least we'd get to spend more time together...hehehe.Selfish no? Who wouldn't be??? We might even have more time for the wedding preps. Yun kasi ang worry ko eh. In case ma-push yung project, they'll be spending 6mos daw sa Japan. And that means I'd be handling all the wedding preps! Talk about pressure!And to think we haven't had much done!Tsk..tsk... Kasi naman we're not really into the preps pa kasi we're thinking we still have how many months to go pa naman eh..Ayan...pa-bandying bandying kasi!hehe.... Anyway, for now at least i still am lingering the moments with him. Pero tomorrow we'll be going to Quiapo and check out Wellsmann's for the beads. So much for me second post....